The Return of Blogging

Blogging! It really sounds quite ridiculous in 2017, doesn’t it? Outside of the corporate sphere, in which keeping a blog is just sort of one of those things you have to do, people moved on from blogs at least half a decade ago, and then some.

Thing is, I never really got over ’em, even as everything shifted to social media and/or to longform writing on spaces like Medium and the like. The notion of following a blog, or of keeping one, was really a big part of web and writing/reading culture 10-15 years ago, but to say it now pegs one as a bit of fogey. Like me.

Anyway, I set up this particular site as a place to dump whatever, whenever. Hate-screeds about Donald Trump, “short pieces of longform”, scans of my 1990s fanzine and so on. I’ve decided to maybe narrow the mission a little bit, and focus The Word Goes Flesh on the written word – both my written words, and those of others.

This means I’ll get back into the swing of reviewing the books I’m reading again, which is something I did for pleasure for a while, both as a way to work out my reactions to them and to help me remember what they were actually about. I made a January 2017 resolution to read at least 35 books by the end of the year, and so far I’m somehow making good on that pace.

I’m also a ravenous consumer of longform pieces of journalism, first-person narratives, interviews, navel-gazing polemics and “think pieces” in many forms. I think maybe I’ll comment on those here as well, and offer up some helpful links to my many, many readers.

Maybe it’s also that I’m trying to suck myself away from Twitter, where I’ve been all too consumed with engorging myself with the countless ways in which I loathe the current President of the United States. It’s not good for me. I know that. (I’m still part of the #Resistance, though – don’t worry).

Anyway – blogging! It all gets underway this week.

Superdope #8 – 1998

superdope-8After four years had passed since my “retirement” from publishing SUPERDOPE fanzine in 1994, I got the urge, as I so often do, to make a list. I had this idea of compiling a Top 100 45s list, with a written paragraph extolling the virtues of each of them; once I’d actually made the list, however, I realized that a Top 50 would allow me to truly focus on quality. Once I started writing, the alliterative “45 45s” idea sounded even better.

SUPERDOPE #8, which you can download here, was written almost 100% during my December 1997 break from my first year of graduate school in Seattle, at my then-fiancée, now-wife Rebecca’s place in San Francisco while she was away at work. A few thoughts on what would be the final issue of this magazine:

  • There was some chagrin on my part even at the time that the list was so punk-centric, and so post-’77 dominated, but I tried to cover my tracks in the intro. This was what I listened to, and the forty-five 45s I was most excited to have in the home (or fantasized about acquiring for the home). I remember Eddie Flowers posted something on an early message board sorta taking me to task for my lack of breadth (“where are Augustus Pablo and James Brown??” etc.), and even now I tend to agree with him. Certainly in 2016 I’d be making a significantly different list, but I still love every record on here, and suspect that you might, too.
  • More adventures in cut & paste: the first entry on Pere Ubu had a glued cut out of the words “Pere Ubu” underneath the photo. It fell off during printing, which is why there’s a blank space where the words “Pere Ubu” should be. I used something affiliated with the MRR crew called “Punks With Presses” to print this issue.
  • If you examine the review near the back on Los Huevos, a Sacramento band I saw during that December 1997 break, you’ll see I take the “young lad” singer to task for his punk histrionics. Funny enough, that young lad is a year or two older than I am (but doesn’t look it, then or now), and happens to be, as I found out, Scott Soriano of the soon-to-be-created S-S Records. My good-natured “ribbing” and his acceptance of it started a correspondence and quote-unquote working relationship that continues to this day. He helpfully taught me how to use the nascent eBay within that year, so that I could start selling off all those amazing 45s I raved about in this issue (“death of vinyl”, right?).

After this issue came out, I retired from music writing for a few years before resurfacing with a blog in 2003 called Agony Shorthand, and eventually in 2013 with a print fanzine again called Dynamite Hemorrhage.

DOWNLOAD SUPERDOPE #8 here

Grab the other issues:

SUPERDOPE #7
SUPERDOPE #6
SUPERDOPE #5
SUPERDOPE #4
SUPERDOPE #3
SUPERDOPE #2
SUPERDOPE #1

Superdope #7 – 1994

superdope-7My scanning of SUPERDOPE fanzine, which I used to write and put out myself back in the 1990s, continues apace. Only two more to go.

Here’s the lone issue that came out in 1994, SUPERDOPE #7. It was a small digest-sized mag centered around two in-person interviews I did with the bands Doo Rag and Virginia Dare. The interviews are then followed by a few book reviews and then a whole mess of record reviews.

22 years later, it seems to read pretty well. I can’t say that I’ve spent a whole lot of time listening to either Doo Rag or Virginia Dare since then, but hey, that’s where my 26-yr-old head was in 1994, and I still like ’em both very much. Around this time I was also “running” a small record label called WOMB; you can see on the back of this ‘zine the ad I made for the Monoshock 45 I put out. A few months after this came out, Anthony from Past It Records and I put out a Demolition Doll Rods 45 as well, and that was the end of Womb Records.

Turned out it was pretty much the end of Superdope fanzine, as well – at least for four years. In 1998, I came back and published one final issue of the magazine, #8. Until a few weeks ago, I still had physical copies of it before finally selling out of them. I’ll post that next.

#7, the one I’m posting here – well, I’m afraid you’ll have to scour the fanzine aftermarket. Or just download it here.

DOWNLOAD Superdope #7 (1994)

The other issues:

SUPERDOPE #6
SUPERDOPE #5
SUPERDOPE #4
SUPERDOPE #3
SUPERDOPE #2
SUPERDOPE #1

Superdope #6 – 1993

superdope-6-coverHere’s another edition of SUPERDOPE, a print fanzine that I made from 1991 until 1998, in various sizes and formats and varying degrees of quality.

This issue, SUPERDOPE #6, was not only the one with the largest print run and the widest distribution, I’d have to argue it was the one that I think came out the best, all things considered. Outside of the then-modern computer I’d use at the very patient and gracious Kimberly MacInnis’s house, who very much helped with the design structure (like, teaching me how to make columns), it was completely and totally hand-made, up to and including the bold lines that separate one article from the next. I actually would type those lines out by hitting the “dash” button multiple times in a large font, then cut the long strip of paper out, then glue it down onto my cardstock proof sheet (or whatever the thing is called that you’d send to the printer). Just look at this absurd cover here and you’ll see what I mean.

Considering its size, this one came together in record time, too. I had just come off of a 2-month pseudo-gig in April/May 1993 as “road manager” for then-active rock band Claw Hammer, and had even kept a quote-unquote tour diary that I’d intended to use in this issue, which came out in August 1993. When I gave the band of whiff of this idea, the sour looks of disapproval and reproach that I received were most telling. What happens in Wichita and Boise stays in Wichita and Boise.

So I set about to doing a few interviews, banged out a ton of record reviews, wrote up the first piece on film I’d ever done, and solicited some great contributions from the likes of Tom Lax (“Gregg Bereth”), Doug Pearson and Grady Runyan, as well as multiple gig photos from Sherri Scott, who took on the “chief photographer” role for the fanzine and who was also my roommate. It ended up in a print run of around 2,500 copies, and my inventory-keeping skills were so bad that I now have a mere 2 of them left.

DOWNLOAD SUPERDOPE #6

A few notes on this one, in case you’re interested in downloading and reading it:

  • It’s a pretty big download, 248MB. Previous issues I scanned were well less than half of that, so it might take a few minutes to get to you.
  • The interviews I did with Don Howland and Jeff Evans from THE GIBSON BROS were both on the phone, fully recorded and fully transcribed. I’d never done that before, and somehow it ended up working very well. The interviews with COME, DADAMAH and HIGH RISE were either done via mail (the High Rise interview, which is a piece of lost-in-translation weirdness I’m very proud of) or on cassette tape, with the band reading my questions aloud and then verbally answering into a tape recorder.
  • Naturally, with the passage of 23 years, there’s a lot that looks silly now. There are bands I can’t even imagine listening to again that I make sound like godz and geniuses here. The Dead C are a band that I still sort of like, but not to the extent I did then. The Jon Spencer Blues Explosion, a band that only a drunken 25-year-old could worship. Rocket From The Crypt. Please.
  • I really like Doug Pearson‘s piece on 60s/70s heavy psych private-press records. The title I gave it, “I’m Going To Punch You In The Face, Hippie”, was not Mr. Pearson’s idea, nor was the photo of “him” that I used to accompany the article. He was kind enough to take it in good spirit back then, and I thank him for it. I would have probably flown off the handle.
  • The photo of World of Pooh used to accompany my review of them was actually given to me by guitarist Brandan Kearney to use. He didn’t want Barbara Manning to know he’d loaned it to me, for some reason, so the credit went to Nicole Penegor, Superdope’s former “staff photographer”. Thanks, Nicole! (It was used once again 23 years later in a World of Pooh oral history that I put together for Dynamite Hemorrhage #3).
  • Superdope #6 was the last large-format magazine I ever did under that brand. The following year I published a mini digest-sized edition, and then one more four years later, and that was it. I’ll post those here shortly.

DOWNLOAD SUPERDOPE #6

In case you missed them:

SUPERDOPE #1
SUPERDOPE #2
SUPERDOPE #3
SUPERDOPE #4
SUPERDOPE #5

Superdope #5 – 1993

superdope-5-coverFor those just joining the SUPERDOPE saga – a set of rocknroll fanzines I’ve been posting on my blog this past year – Superdope was a music fanzine that I personally published from 1991-1998. 7 of the 8 issues came out in a three-year period, ’91-’94, with one last one completing the set in 1998. I wasn’t trying to build any sort of empire, further a writing career or even make money, and as life would have it, none of these happened in any case.

Yet it was a pretty consuming part of my life during that time. I got especially serious with this issue and its follow-up later in 1993. Both were well-distributed, and if any of the issues still make their way around the fanzine-trading sphere anymore, it’s these.

A few notes on SUPERDOPE #5, which was written during the Fall and early winter of 1992, and came out at the very start of 1993:

First, apologies for the scan coming out a little “dirty”-looking in spots. I had some help from a pal who wishes to remain nameless, but neither he nor I ever got a perfect scan of this one.

  • I don’t believe there were too many interviews with the NIGHT KINGS and the THOMAS JEFFERSON SLAVE APARTMENTS in their day. This was back when I was still doing interviews by mail. Mail! I’d send a list of questions and a blank cassette to the bands, and they’d usually record their answers after a practice. They’d then put the blank cassette in the mail, and I’d transcribe the whole thing. Most would usually send along some flyers and photos as well, and that’s what usually ended up in the magazine. There were no (accessible) scanners, nothing digital at all – I’d copy them at Kinko’s and then carefully send them back to the bands. Part of the narcissism involved in the struggle making a ‘zine back then was the payoff in finally seeing your finished product, the one cobbled with scissors and glue and sheets of white paper surreptitiously printed at work. I’d get in the car and start immediately driving it over to friends’ houses and to San Francisco record stores to be sold while the ink was still smudging.
  • FLY ASHTRAY were a NYC band I’d gotten really into from their first two 45s. They didn’t want to send me any real photos of themselves (faces made for radio?), so they instead sent along a bunch of strange, clipped art and photos that I passed off as legitimate pictures of the band. I got more than one comment about the “band photo” that shows 4 stupefied zombies, two of whom are African-American, as being “surprising” since the readers didn’t quite expect the band to “look like that”.
  • I had some very strong contributors this issue – Tom Lax, who was running Siltbreeze Records in full swing at that time (he got a great back cover ad for free for his efforts); Doug Pearson, the designated “hippie rock” record reviewer (reissues of 70s private-press records were really big at the time and Doug had them all); Glen Galloway, who besides fronting the band TRUMAN’S WATER had his own fanzine “Zero Gravity”; and Grady Runyan, who submitted this weird and not altogether flattering piece on what was then my #2 favorite band in the universe, the THINKING FELLERS UNION LOCAL 282, which I published “under my breath”, as it were.
  • Then there were two excellent photographers – Nicole Penegor and Sherri Scott (my roommate!) – who contributed a ton of original photographs that I very much wish I could have represented better than with cheapo 10-cent photocopies from Kinko’s.
  • Finally, I find way more to cringe about in this issue than even in the earlier ones. I was getting cocky, with a fanzine that (a few dozen) people actually liked, and started writing a little over my head. I was just 25 years old, but should have known far better than to start cracking so many BANANAFISH-like dumbass in-jokes that I don’t even understand to this day. My credo at the time appeared to be, “If this line will make my friend Brett (or Doug, or Steve, or Grady, or Mitch, or whomever) laugh, then I’ll put it in there”. Other fanzines seemed to employ this trick, and perhaps at the time I thought it helped cultivate an air of mystery – like something I might want to get in on – but there are things in this one that would have made me just put the thing down and call the editor an insufferable bore. But it was a blast at the time, and perhaps you’ll like it better than I do.

I believe SUPERDOPE sort of returned to form later that year with Issue #6, and I’ll work on getting that scanned for you next. You can download this one – it’s a big PDF – as well as all the other ones right now.

Download SUPERDOPE #5

Previous issues you can download and print:
SUPERDOPE #1 – Spring 1991
SUPERDOPE #2 – Summer 1991
SUPERDOPE #3 – Spring 1992
SUPERDOPE #4 – Summer 1992

Superdope #4 – 1992

superdope-4-coverOf the 8 issues of SUPERDOPE fanzine that I self-published in the 1990s, this fourth issue from Summer 1992 probably had the lowest print run and is the most “rare” (which is not to be confused with “desirable”). If anyone’s been waiting to read it, and has been bidding up the price of any copies that make it to eBay (this truly happens with some of Superdope’s back issues, which was once amazing to me, but given the interest in fanzines in general thanks to this guy, understandable), well, here you go. It’s so rare that I only have one beat-up copy myself.
This came out only about 4-5 months after SUPERDOPE #3, which you can download here. Like that one, it was a small-format ‘zine I pumped out very quickly, run off at some long-gone printer on Fillmore Street and distributed mainly at Tower Records stores, local San Francisco record stores, and See/Hear in New York. I got more serious (again) with the subsequent issue, but I’m getting ahead of myself and will post that one presently.

A few thoughts about this one:

• The contributors this time were Doug Pearson – a local pal who, at one point, was front & center at every single rocknroll show I went to – and Tom Lax, then as now the proprietor of SILTBREEZE records. I wrote the rest. I knew of Lax as a writer first, before he started the label. His stuff was funny, deeply knowledgeable and intensely aware of every sub-movement and sub-sub-movement in every forgotten crawlspace of underground rock, in every nook & cranny of the globe. When he still writes for Bull Tongue Review and elsewhere, which is unfortunately too infrequent for my tastes, it’s essential reading. I thought it was a “pretty big coup” that he felt Superdope good enough to lend his name to.

• Nicole Penegor was the staff photographer. She was great. I’d buy her ticket into a show, she’d spend the entire time taking photos, then she’d develop them “by hand”, in a darkroom, like they did in the olden days. Then we’d see each other 5 days a week at Monster Cable, where we both worked. Now she’s a lawyer, mom and rocker in Wisconsin.

• Though THE BRAINBOMBS interview was the first attention they ever really got in the US or elsewhere (I had been blown away by that “Jack The Ripper Lover” single), I’m not all that happy that I furthered their legacy, such that it is. I’ve come to see this hate/kill/blood music as stunted children’s music. It’s something that underdeveloped twentysomethings appreciate, but like Freddy Kreuger and Che Guevara, also something that is easy,and relatively painless, to “age out of”. When the otherwise right-on Z-GUN magazine, put out by intelligent thirtysomethings/fortysomethings who should have known better, once did a frothing, multiple-contributor “Brainbombs tribute” in an issue, it struck me as totally preposterous. Smart people, with highly-developed BS detectors, praising a band who sings about mutilation, child rape and torture, like it was somehow bold, daring and shocking. What’s shocking is that anyone could be intellectually stunted enough to still get a thrill off these mental pygmies. Mea culpa. I made a mistake giving these guys any press beyond a record review or two, despite the musical thud of their early 45s.

• 1992 was obviously a very good vintage for raw and exciting underground rock. Looking at the then-new records we covered in this one – Night Kings, Claw Hammer, Sun City Girls, Cheater Slicks, Thinking Fellers, Venom P. Stinger – I’d have to mark this particular year as my “peak” for intense music & record adulation. The stuff we covered was better than in previous issues, and the records we praised are more lasting (“The Woggles” – wha? – notwithstanding).

Download and read SUPERDOPE #4 here.

Get the older ones too – Superdope #1, Superdope #2 and Superdope #3.

Superdope #3 – 1992

superdope-3-coverThis 1992 issue of my self-published music fanzine is the first in the 8-issue series I can legitimately say that I’m more or less proud of.

SUPERDOPE #3 came out about six months after I’d “threatened to quit” publishing (oooh!) for reasons I don’t really remember. I even went so far as to send back promo records on my own dime to certain labels I respected who’d sent me freebies, because I was embarrassed to keep them if I wasn’t going to, you know, review them. I remember meeting Mac from Merge Records the next year in Chapel Hill, and he was just bemusedly shaking his head that I’d even bothered to do that. Rest assured, I gave up those ethical qualms later on.

So after making a big to-do about being “too tired” to publish or whatever, I just said aw fuggedaboutit and put out this tiny, digest-sized, 22-page minizine.

SUPERDOPE #3 captures a bit of the (un)popular rise of the great garage punk bands of the 1990s, with the piece de resistance being this interview with THE GORIES. Though I had no idea at the time, the band would soon break up, and gave few other interviews during their career. I simply mailed them a list of dopey questions and let them record their answers on a cassette tape; as it turns out, it was my favorite interview I “did” for this publication outside of the DON HOWLAND one that made it into issue #6. That I never got to see the band play live at the time always stuck in my craw, a situation that has been rectified multiple times in the 21st century now that they’re on the reunion circuit.

A few other thoughts on this issue:

  • I wrote and edited this one completely solo, though having just recently seen “Beyond The Valley of the Dolls” for the first time, I uncleverly appropriated the name “Lance Rock” for several items. This doesn’t wear as well in 2016, I concede.
  • My list of over-the-counter stimulants in my “Top 10” was nothing but bluster. It stemmed from an incident that same year where I’d taken two (very much legal!) Ephedrine – the ingredient in No-Doz – pills to keep myself awake at a Thinking Fellers Union show, mixed it with a couple of pints of beer, and proceeded to suffer through one of the weirdest, malarial, hallucinatory nights of pseudo-sleep I’d ever had. Not sure I ever used one again – but it sure was fun pretendin’.
  • It is indeed true that the first CD I ever bought was MONSTER MAGNET’s horrific “Spine of God” – I proudly waived my “no bad reviews” policy especially for that one.
  • The faux back issues of “SCRUT HUNT” magazine are in-jokes embedded within in-jokes, some of which I honestly don’t even understand myself anymore. “Scrut” was a term of endearment that my freshman-year college roommate gave to particularly attractive females. Thus a night on the town for him could very well turn into a “scrut hunt”. (That night also could, and most often did, end in failure). Stupid, right? Anyway, in case it’s not obvious, this magazine never actually existed.
  • The “Late Reviews” consist of clipped reviews from other magazines like Maximum RocknRoll and Your Flesh, married to records that weren’t actually being reviewed (and in the case of “Ska Derr & The Rejectones” and “Cognitive Drought”, bands that didn’t ever form). I thought the Barbara Manning one was pretty funny; I’m pretty sure it was for the first LIQUOR BALL LP.

Download SUPERDOPE #3 here.